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I don't know how I'm going to make it through the rest of this year. I feel like my whole world is crumbling around me. My husband of 20 years took his own life in july after he lost his job and was out of work for a couple of years, we lost our home, Social Security has told me I can get ssi, but not until February. In the meantime my mother has just had triple bypass surgery and I am doing my best to take care of a very sick, elderly relative. My truck has no tags, and I can't afford to put insurance on it to get them. I keep praying but it's as though God has turned his back on me. If it weren't for the fact that Pat has none else to look after him I would probably just follow my husband. I'm sorry. I know I'm rambling and I know everyone has there problems but I just don't know what to do. I really have no one to turn to. Thanks for listening.